Okay, so in a nutshell, I am cutting back on everything. Tobacco is twice a day, beer is one a day. Eating less, and eating healthier. So far, I've already lost a bit of weight...or maybe I just feel better without all the crap emotions in my head. Either way, things are looking better.
Sleep patterns. Right. Psychotherapist said to improve them, I would need to change my habits, quit if possible. Now, I'm old fashioned and I believe that quitters never win, and winners never quit. In this case, I'm a winner, which means I get to enjoy a short time of glory and pleasure, but probably won't be around as long. As such, I will probably die a few years younger than what was originally planned. Too bad, so sad. Maybe by the time I'm 65 they can transport my brain into a robot. Sweet. But I digress.
Sleep schedule is slowly coming back. It's been a long haul, and I'm not quite where I want to be, but lagging a few feet into the race is better than falling at the start. So far, I've woken up for all but my earliest class (which is only Tu and Th), a significant improvement over waking up AFTER all classes. Again, to reiterate, do not use amphetamines such as adderall unless it is prescribed to you. Just my two cents, my little warning; take it or leave it.
Other aspects of life / recent developments. Hm.
-21 + New Years = Drunkenness. Life: 0, Nick: 1.
-Women. This one's self explanatory. Life: 1, Nick: 1.
-Missed only one assignment this week. Of eight. Life: 1, Nick: 2.
-Best friend got a girlfriend. Makes time for sex. And nothing else. Life: 2, Nick: 2.
-Old roommate out. New roommate in. Newbie messes with my shit, thinks he's real funny. Life: 3, Nick: 2.
-Other best friend in California remains alive and well. Life: 4, Nick: 2. (hoping he sees this)
Final Score
Life: 4 ---- Nick: 2
Same shit. Different day.
Aloha,
~Nick
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