After it was over, I decided to quit alcohol and smoking. Cold turkey. Yeah, so I'm in a pretty horrible mood right now, and have been for the last few days. The smoking I can handle (I'm still dipping, but less). The drinking was awesome because instead of relieving short-term stress, it just let me forget about the rest of the day. And it helped me forget some other things in my past I'd rather not think about on the day-to-day. Regardless of why I committed to alcoholism, the point is that it's time to stop before it gets really bad. I've got plans ahead of me and they don't have any room for problems like that. So, I have listened to the friends who have told me to stop because they're right - it's unhealthy, it's dangerous, and it's not something I want to have to deal with in the future.
So, that's where I'm at. Twitching is not fun. Just sayin'
~Nick

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